♥ Wednesday, July 08, 2009
never stop loving, ever.
i watched Michael Jackson's Memorial,
& currently, im feeling really down.
cant believe the number of times i cried through it.
words can never express how i feel right now,
& i dont think anyone of you would actually ever understand.
Jo Dee Messina's Heaven Was Needing A HeroI came by today to see you
Oh I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you, and never let go
Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering
I lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told
You won't be called home
Until it's your time
I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
I remember the last time I saw you
Oh, you held your head up proud
I laughed inside
When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
Your such a part of who I am
Now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
Is Heaven was needing a hero
and that's you
every line reminds me a little bit more of Michael Jackson
how soft spoken he was off stage & how powerful he was on stage.
you'll be missed, forever.
Labels: ):, lyrics, RIP
loved; 11:35 AM
♥ Monday, July 06, 2009
music & you
i miss michael jackson, a lot.
he lived & died for music,
all the controversies throughout his life had blinded what he was here to do.
his passion for music,
undeniably one of the greatest.
his love for the world,
had touched many people in different ways.
but it could probably be just human nature,
people tend to forget the good things.
i remembered watching his music videos everyday.
i remembered i was just a little girl when i went for his concert at Singapore's Outdoor Stadium.
i remembered how thrilled i was to be at his concert.
i remembered falling asleep & missed a great big part of it.
i remembered how regretful i was through these years & secretly promise myself i would definitely watch it again.
i remembered yearning for this day to arrive.
& i remembered he left us before i had the chance to.
someone asked me,
why are people so upset over his death?
he never influenced me in any way,
i just know him, people called him the king of pop,
& thats all.
but is that really all?
the lives he touched,
the people he inspired,
the love he shared,
the music he brought to this world.
people are all interdependent,
you wouldnt be listening to many of these singers, bands & music you are today,
if they hadnt been inspired by him.
you wouldnt be watching those great bboys do their moves & say you really want to master them too,
if they hadnt picked up some moves from him.
many thought they had nothing at all to do with him,
but then why would the rest of the world be so moved by him?
& does that mean these people had nothing to do with the rest of the world?
i miss you,
regardless of how much you changed,
you just wanted the best,
for you, for your loved ones & the rest of the world.
i cant believe i cried,
but no more tears from now on.
im going to celebrate your life with music.
you keep my passion for love & music alive (:
RIP MICHAEL JACKSON
1958-2009
Labels: RIP
loved; 11:28 PM